Saturday, January 16, 2010

Scared shitless

i am so afraid... i have started looking for the bridesmaid dresses for my wedding and first off bridal salon's sales staff can be busy.. i mean... can i have some space to breath.... but besides that i don't like looking only at plus sized dresses it sucks somewhat... really... i personally feel like i have time to lose the weight but i don't want to wait too long and can't get the dress that i really want to have....i never pictured this like this so it kind of make me a bit sad that i have gained all this weight back!!! and then..... i have't worked out this week or journaled this week...either... i have still been watching my diet just not writing it down.

i feel like 9 months is enough time to lose the weight but i have to order a dress by april so my plan is to start looking now and i won't order anything until then and if no when i lose weight it will be easier to adjust down rather than up and i get an awesome reception dress anyway! so that makes me feel better.

well i'm off to studying!

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